Fifth Annual Allan Fish Online Film Festival: Day #9 “Sound of Metal”
June 5, 2021 by wondersinthedark

by Sam Juliano
Note: This was originally scheduled as the final post in this year’s festival. However, We may yet be getting one more from Adam Ferenz. Stay tuned! Scheduling rules do not apply this year!
Dearest Allan:
This business of wearing masks and social distancing would have had you regaling us with your satirical prowess, though watching from up there I’m sure you have had your fellow angels in stratospheric stitches. But let’s face it. You watched all your world cinema masterpieces and wrote your incomparable capsule reviews indoors anyway so there would be little opportunity for you to ever obscure your face or worry about standing in a line. Feeding your beloved ducks at the pond around the corner from your house wasn’t subject to any protective compromise either. In any case, our own close friendship would have gotten even closer as during this covid infringement on our liberties you would have had me at your beck and call. My e mail would be inundated with orders to watch this and that, and my life would basically have been spoken for. All the frustration you suffered for the better part of a decade in trying to reform the most renowned of philistines would have finally paid dividends.
I saw several outstanding films this past year via streaming. It is purely a guess, but I am thinking the film I wrote here to pay homage to you is one you would have showered with a fair degree of praise. As always I want to express how much we love and miss you. Time has not been kind in dimming the grief on your untimely departure. Still, all of us who benefited from your ornery passion and irresistible persona remain guided by you in spiritial and metaphysical terms as we will for the remainder of our own lives.
Love, Sam
The acute realization of hearing loss is wrought with shocking consternation as one sits in a booth where perfunctory queries are made to a patient reduced to guesswork. Hearing loss is largely an inevitable consequence of age and genetics but it could also be brought on by bad living choices or a profession that increases the odds of long-term or as in the case of Sound of Metal an all-too-speedy sensory breakdown negotiated by aural bombast. In the surprisingly unsentimental film, directed by Darius Marder and written by Marder (and his brother Abraham) a punk-metal drummer recovering from drug addiction lives in a time and age where there are some promising options. Initially “Ruben” defies the advice of an ear doctor who sensibly warns against further exposure to loud noises by staying the course on the performing circuit. His girlfriend and band-mate “Lou” who travels with him in a recreational trailer is fearful his newfound disability may reverse his sobriety so she helps to arrange a move to a remote rural shelter for recovering addicts who have also lost their hearing. The commune is run by recovering alcoholic “Joe” whose own ability to negotiate sound-waves was destroyed during the Vietnam War. At first Ruben refuses to come to terms with their edict that Lou cannot live there with him and that ultimately all he is seeking are cochlear implants which are not covered by insurance but are reachable after he later sells his possessions including the trailer. Lou persists in convincing Ruben to return to the shelter while she puts their relationship on hold by moving to her father’s residence in Europe.
Ruben readily becomes acclimated to his new group home and learns sign language. Joe encourages him to write and to be comfortable with silence, and Ruben administers drumming lessons to the young members. After Joe reveals that Ruben’s tenure at the home was sponsored by a local church, he offers the brooding tenant a degree of permanence by taking on a job, but restless to his core Ruben is more interested in what Lou is doing and learns online she is experimenting with her own music. While awaiting the activation of his implants, made possible by the aforementioned pawning of his holdings, Ruben asks Joe for a loan so he can re-but his vehicle, but is denied by Joe who then asks that Ruben leave the home on the philosophy that deafness is not and should not be considered a handicap. The activation of the implants brings mixed results, though in view of the drummer’s professional pedigree even less, since severe distortion connected with the end result of the procedure can never be satisfying. He flies to Belgium to move in with Lou and it greeted by the father who tells him he has had an about face in his feelings about his daughter’s boyfriend since the bottom line is that he made Lou happy. Further realizations that hearing distortion will never allow him a real measure of sensory appreciation coax Ruben into leaving Lou, and some visualized meditative uncertainty.
Sound of Metal contains some magisterial performances, especially from Riz Ahmed, whose raw, soulful and inward portrayal as the drummer who recalls “Ludwig Van” will surely garner him an Academy Award nomination for Best Actor. His work here is sedately electrifying and fully disavows the Oscar bait cloying tendencies associated with portrayals that almost petition for sympathy from the viewer. Ahmed defiantly sustains the realism while triumphs over a final stretch of melodrama, accentuating a character who understandably holds to the false notion that eventually he he will regain all that he has lost. Of the film’s other impressive turns, Paul Raci -who may also be named as a nominee for Supporting Actor- has received much-deserved critical praise as the group home’s forlorn proprietor, a man whose experience with life’s bad turns have given him a more accepting perspective, yet one who is steadfast in his commitment to the commune’s purpose. Raci leaves a powerful impression as one who has gone through so much and won’t buckle to psychologically debilitating perceptions. The film’s sound design, fully in tune with its theme and title is extraordinarily impressive and the guarded writing really fits the material and the tone of the subject. Sound of Metal is one of the best and most emotionally resonating films of the year.
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A beautiful letter to Allan and a superb review of a terrific film. Bravo Sam!
Thank you so very much Ricky! Deeply appreciated!
Sam, what a heartfelt and touching letter plus a worthy film selection. I had been trying to guess what you would have selected and as always, you surprised in a wonderful way. Well done.
Sachin, many thanks as always for your unique support and kind words. Yes my choice was probably out of left feld, and had it been a convention year it would not have been considered. Your involve again this year is a blessing!
Sam,
Your great friend, Allan (and yourself) were/are a pair being much larger than life. All of us who have worked at Wonders know how lucky we are.
The film,Sound of Metal, has been given your usual concern for the troubled and the passionate.
Those are mighty beautiful words my great friend! We at Wonders have been fortunate to have you aboard for so long and your essays are an inspiration!! You frame Sound fo Metal beautifully!
Still need to catch this one Sammy. Love the letter to Allan and enjoyed your writing. Few opinions and praises matter to me more than yours.
Jon, thank you so much for that astounding compliment and confience. As to SOUND OF METAL I am sure you will rate it highly. Thank you so much my longtime friend!
“The world does keep moving and it can be a damn cruel place, But for me those moments of stillness, that place, that’s the Kingdom of God. And that place will never abandon you.” Joe to Rubin
Great choice Sam.
Silence. “Stillness”.
A tragic loss can lead to a new awareness, and a oneness with creation that most who retain all their faculties never experience.
Finding that stillness away from nature in a mechanised world with no time or inclination for it, is difficult and needs to be sought out. Also most of us are uncomfortable with a silence that forces us to look inward. The more usual – and natural – response is fear. We panic when we are not doing. It is confronting. But by letting silence embrace you, you find that stillness Joe talks of.
Beautiful quote and trenchant analysis Tony! Thank you so much for the kind words and for your HALL OF FAME performance for the AFOFF year five! Your post was a masterpiece but no less so were all your profound comments under everyone else’s posts. You really brought this enterprise to life this year and it was truly a privilege to have you contibuting such extraordinary scholarhip my longtime treasured friend!
“My e mail would be inundated with orders to watch this and that…” made me smile ! I thought of Allan earlier this week when I finally got round to watching the TV play THE SPONGERS (just out from the BFI – Play for Today Vol 2). Powerful stuff. He’d have loved recent Blu Rays like EVE, the Gaumont restoration of LA ROUE, upcoming Masumura titles from Arrow, or THE STRANGE WORLD OF GURNEY SLADE, while at the same time bemoaning the lack of English subs on French releases and post-Brexit duties importing them. It’s good to have a few of his five star films in reserve still.
James, thank you so much for your spirited contribution here my friend! Yes Allan was a big fan of THE SPONGERS and GURNEY SLADE. Yes the Gaumont restoration of LA ROUE he’d be celebrating and EVE too, yes indeed. The English sub omissions always got his goat, true enough. Hoep all is well my friend!
Sam, I am touched by your remembrance of Allan. I miss following your sparring bouts with him over the worthiness of this or that film. I’m sure he would have been right on top of things during this past year and a half of streaming. He would have no doubt found many things that most of us less dedicated searchers will never find. Also such a good choice from you, Sam. You’ve left us with a fitting conclusion to this year’s AFOFF.
Duane, thank you many times over for your beautiful words! What I wouldn’t do to have those sparring opportunities again! Ha! Yes he would have been critiquing this pandemic with a critical eye and yes he would have discovered many aspect we either didn’t catch or took for granted! Thrilled you like SOUND OF METAL too my great longtime friend!